Follow your heart and everything gets better
/If you told me two weeks ago my life would take this twist I wouldn't have believed you.
A couple of weeks ago I was reflecting on the spring equinox as a time for releasing the old and letting go of what no longer serves you. I didn’t expect the old to release quite so quickly and in such an unintentional manner.
Through a sequence of happenings that began on the day of the spring equinox, the celebration of new life, it became obvious a position I thought I needed didn’t truly reflect how I wanted to feel or the lifestyle I wanted to lead.
Nature shifted, the planets aligned, the stormy weather began.
I realised, after several days of deliberation and meditating with a monkey mind, that I wasn’t being true to myself or what I truly wanted.
So, with my soul purpose to help our community heal close to my heart,
I chose to take a leap into spaciousness.
My gut was telling me go, to follow the beat of my own drum and practice Shiatsu and Naturopathy in a way that truly serves my clients and makes my heart sing.
To write that I wasn’t bummed out would be a lie. I was completely bummed out that the path I'd been walking had come to somewhat of a stand still. But this didn't last long, and the beautiful, gentle sunshine weather this week helps affirm my intuition that I've course corrected in the right direction. My happy heart leaves me secure in knowing I’ve definitely made the right choice. The support and encouragement from my friends and family have been outstanding.
Change is necessary for improvement.
On the other side of my amicable resignation meeting is freedom, and the knowledge that my practice is once again entirely in my hands. This is both daunting and exhilarating.
Divine timing reaches a graceful and loving hand,
and I find, like always, the universe provides. The week when things were looking chaotic and totalled, not one but two amazing opportunities present them selves. Yes the universe definitely has my back.
My wind chimes sing under the olive tree. My garden grows green, my clients show up, and I go about being my own boss once more.
It’s scary leaving a comfortable position into the unknown. At the age of 24 I first received guidance through my meditation practice to leave an office job and practise shiatsu full time.
I ignored my gut and stayed with the job. I was fearful, and studying, and things felt uncertain.
Eventually I did follow that guidance, albeit 5 years later, and took the leap into self employment. Since then my life has been a sequence of miracles and self-discovery. Everything career wise, heck everything life-wise is WAY better, even if the pay is yet to catch up.
I often wonder what would have happened, where I’d be now, if I’d taken that leap at 24 rather then at 29.
Time is our most precious commodity and we can’t afford to waste it on unsatisfactory living.
So yes, I’m a seasoned job leaver, love seeker. Sharing my story, and hoping you too will follow your heart.